or maybe i don't understand

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silent june, july, august and september,
i don't understand,
maybe is there nothing to,
i feel rotten but still i do check (phone directory),
to check and check,
maybe is there nothing to,
and i can only wait,
one more day,
and hope,
for a sound in october (is almost over),
so i must write,
maybe i don't understand,
is there anything to?
silent 153 (days),
so what is it; that i don't (understand)?

*raising eyebrows*

crawling,
on the floor,
laughing and screaming - NO!!! ! !!!

*chewing*

more shrapnel,
check and re-check and... no,
is there anything not to?
maybe it's just me (like ******* always),
come crashing through the... no,
so if i... will you...
well, i will probably never know,
dandelions are so out of season,
it snowed here the other night,
the lawn was all white,
like it had seen a ghost...
that's funny ha ha,
oh, i must go,
now


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